Friday, 23 August 2013

hours before i leave...

Itz over a year now. Memories are still afresh. The wounds are ripe too. The burden is still in my head. Seems therz no way to leave it behind in this place that gave me so much love, and really no way to let this unfathomable heaviness in my heart sink away.. This burden is just unbearable. I want to howl. Howl out loud. How do i help myself from howling? Emptiness. Loneliness. Stupidity. As it seems on the surface. And as many would want to call it...

This place gave me everything. The courage to live through times filled with strife. The courage to dispel all the temptations that allured me. The courage to cheer up and look closely at minute things that surrounded me in this little universe. This place is close to my heart. I want to howl loud and yet say aloud that i love this place. A place that had hope and that gave me hope as well.

Hard feelings though. Many emotions flow. Seek serenity and spirituality (spirited feeling and may be spirits too). Struck in a dilemma: to howl or not to howl...

Surely Mussoorie and LBSNAA will continue to live on,
And her lofty ideals shall continue to inspire me every morn!

Thursday, 22 August 2013

On this place that I will fondly miss…

It’s time to wait and look back
Into the quick year that rolled by;
It’s time to await and look ahead
Into the brief time that is now nigh...

Certainly,
It’s time to remember and say thanks
To all those who stood by my side
With Empathy and Concern –
Empathy, which was genuine, deliberate,
True, without any attached ‘but or so’,
With Concern, that I so much sought,
Shown even if I did not deserve though.
 
And,
It’s a time to honor and give thanks
Unto Him who scripted these times
Of Courage and Conviction –
Yes, of huge Courage, which consciously
Comforted me as I drank the sorrows away;
Of Conviction, that assured me relentlessly
Echoing that 'goodness will make the way'.

Needless to say,
On this last day,
At an hour past two,
It’s hard to doze off to
Sleep in a place such as this,
A place that I will fondly miss…

Thursday, 15 August 2013

Indonesia : A Celebration

             The Foreign Study Tour is the most pertinent and perhaps the most exciting opportunity for the I.A.S. Officer Trainees to explore the world outside, appreciate the cultures beyond the physical geographical boundaries, live the thought-provoking realities, whet their perspectives to diversities and understand the often-read nuances of general and practical administration through lived experiences.
           The tour will remain a fond memory for there were many firsts I’ve experienced being part of the Foreign Study Tour for IAS Officer Trainees – 2011. I got an opportunity to visit two diverse nations – Singapore and Indonesia, the first time I’ve flown to a foreign country, the first I saw the wonders of the physical world with bare eyes – had a bird’s eye view of an archipelago while aboard on the flight, a volcano namely Tangkuban Perahu (which erupted as recently as February 21st this year), the first time I was in a different time zone (and the unease with jetlags after travels to and fro), the first experience of using a different currency (certainly an opportunity to refresh one’s math abilities), authentic tastes of South-East Asian cuisines, exposure to the peoples and their cultures in foreign land, of course, many firsts for a student of social geography, undoubtedly!
              To be contemplative when on a tour is a biggest asset, to enjoy the tour impeccably. Melting one’s nurtured prejudices with regard to cultures, underplaying preconceived notions about places and having a reflective mind throughout the tour is truly a source of strength all along the arduous journey. In hindsight, I now realize that though unquantifiable, this is the biggest learning one can experience when on a Foreign Study Tour and this attitude is of a great help to exact the maximum from every place we visit, from every experience we go through and to live every moment to the fullest. 
              It has to be mentioned that the visit to the third largest city of Indonesia – Bandung has significant moments for the group as we happened to visit and be there where the Heads of Nations of the Non-Aligned Movement met and discussed the idea of Asia-Africa Solidarity in 2005.  The visit to Bandung has been a revisit to the evident legacy of Pandit Jawaharlal Nehru undoubtedly a glance into the future too, for its promotion of South Peoples Solidarity and Social Development of the Asian-African nations. 
              Visiting different places and interacting with new people is in itself a tremendous learning experience. As we traversed across from Jakarta to Bandung, we had the firsthand opportunity to see lifestyles of different peoples and the different cultures that constitute this nation. We went to the old sectors of the country in Jakarta, treaded the highways of this island and became part of a beautiful country called Indonesia. There is ample probability to connect one’s self with this territory and consider it as a continuity of social cultural context of the Indian sub-continent owing to the path of development adopted by the Indonesian people. There is increasing impetus for fostering bilateral relations and promoting exchange of the best of both the nation-states. 
              The first day in Jakarta was an interesting one. We visited the National Museum (Museum Nasional) near the Merdeka Square. Popular as the Elephant Building, the museum is a treasure house of rich culture and history certainly defines the heritage of the Indonesian territory. Most impressive was the huge metal-cast Wheel of Life and Death in the front elevation of the Museum building describing the various cycles of human being in this life and impressing that the cycle of life and death is a continuum and it goes on (perhaps a huge influence of Hindu-Buddhist philosophies). Lines from the school history textbooks were literally standing as architectural monuments and world heritage sites in front of our eyes. We also visited the National Monument and past by the Arjuna Chariot while we traversed the many roads of the city on a Sunday. 
              To begin with the sessions at the Centre for Education and Training, initially we were briefed on the different aspects of the island administration, the scope and prospects of tourism as an industry, the reserve forests and the need to protect them, the indigenous tribes, their primitive lifestyles, life and the idea of BALI, and so on. The idea that Tourism is promotion of perception and the light manner of presentation by the speaker reflected the cool of the general populace in many ways. Yet, owing to a tight schedule and sessions lined up till late afternoon, the stay in Indonesia seemed to have happened in a fast-forward mode with hardly any time for our group to adventure into many other things that define Indonesia (the perils of traffic jams added misery to our wishes). 
              Yet, the island attachment was filled with fun and frolic mainly because of the striking similarity between our country and Indonesia. There is visible prosperity and its reflection in the numerous SUVs on road, the skyscrapers all along the main roads, and the infrastructural progress in the capital city. And there were beggars near the traffic signals, market places like the S.N.Market in Delhi (Taman Mini in Indonesia), similarity of the Jakarta airport to the one in Kochi in our God’s Own Country (in architecture, as pointed out by a fellow Officer Trainee) and huge malls signifying consumerism creeping into the lifestyles of the people, monkeys on the streets and so on. The currency (Rupiah) is definitely a Feel Good Factor for visitors to this island economy. 
              Food and clothing define cultures and geographies distinctly. This is revealed in the numerous varieties in food preparations (availability of spices and large diversity of tropical vegetation) and native Batik prints (very similar to block prints and kalamkaris of our country) which is a characteristic of fashion in Indonesia. I feel that one cannot be cold to the warmth of these countrymen or impassive to their idea of fashion. To admit, captured by the prettiness of the place, I did the cutest thing possible to pamper myself on the tour while at Bandung – I quietly purchased a Chiffon frock for myself, after being totally bowled over by the culture in Singapore and Indonesia where women seemed free to wear the clothes that suit them and are most comfortable to the climates there.

Key Learnings

              The visit to various sites did prove to be a first-hand experience for many of us who had very little practical knowledge of the issues in administration – value addition to the theoretical inputs collected over the years. While many things impressed me constantly, to mention five key learnings I am hopeful of implementation in the district or the field in the next couple of years, I list down the following observations:
1. Road Traffic Management:
              While on the way from Jakarta to Bandung, what impressed me the most was the cleanliness all along the Roads and the perfection with which there were Sign boards indicating the distance covered, distance remaining, and speed limits very precisely in terms of meters as units. This is definitely a huge takeaway and worth adopting as this step will bring in a scientific approach to maintain road safety and comfortable travel between places by means of controlling, regulating and facilitating the movement of the traffic. In coordination with the District Police and Regional Transport Authorities, this can be made a reality. Dustbins all along the way are also a key aspect in the management of roads and promotion of tourism as it reflects a sense of sanitation and has aesthetic value as well.
              To spend away a quarter of one's day in traffic, stranded on the roads is not a pleasant experience. Efforts should be made to regulate traffic and ensure smooth movement of vehicles by all practical means, be it, by widening roads, increasing awareness of commuters on road safety and traffic sense, by forming outer ring roads or flyovers or subways or pedestrian tracks or Dedicated Bus Road Transit system or by any other means to improve public transport. Cycling is a great idea for local movement. To avoid huge traffic jams (which may run for a long stretch of about 15 kms like the one we saw while we were on the way to Bandung - the way to Jakarta was literally motionless and thousands of vehicles moving towards the capital were caught in this jam) and bring ease in travel is a prime task in the initial years of service delivery.
2. Improve Public Hospitals and Public Health:
              The state of public hospitals in this developing country is of high standards and highly indicative of the concern of the nation-state’s commitment to Social Development by building Social Capital. Certainly a matter of reflection for us as the way in which our hospitals are run and administered is highly appalling. The freedom from fear of going to a hospital or many doubts that irk about the idea of recovery to good health on going to the hospital and being free to communicable viruses when in the hospital premises is probably the first sign of improvement in the management of health sector.
              The conditions in our hospitals can be improved by making the management/administration more efficient, staffing adequately and providing the basic infrastructural facilities required for running a moderately well-managed hospitals in the district. We, as partakers of roles and responsibilities in the government must support activities for securing the health of our population and promote good working environments in the hospitals and medical institutions at least in our jurisdiction. During the visit, issues related to health, medical education, livelihood and lifestyle of the local people, etc, were explained to us in detail.
3. Seamless Wi-Fi Connectivity:
              This is certainly the need of the hour in this virtual world to promote fast connectivity, movement of people and facilitate the local people as well as the tourists too. In my district assignments in the future, I shall try and improve the institutional arrangements to achieve the same at least in the main city or town. To travel with the GPS-on is certainly the easiest way to reach from one destination to another.
4. Development of transport towns
              While travelling from Jakarta to Bandung, I felt the need to develop small transport towns, satellite towns in our country and decentralize the process of urbanization owing to the large extent of our country. Consumer goods stores and accessibility to goods and services has to be improved to the possible extent.
5. A More Gender-Friendly Society:
              Any general observer or tourist may not disagree with me when I remark that Women in Indonesia seemed more independent and the idea of freedom and beauty in this part of the world seemed less hypocritical and literally more vibrant in character. This country has moved several leaps ahead compared to our own country in this crucial aspect. The women are way ahead of the times of a limited Islamic world. Highly striking in colour, they preserve the roots of tradition too. They adorn themselves in fashionable Burquas (of different styles and patterns) and the rich diversity of this place is manifested in the sense of dressing, style and etiquette. Hospitality and Courtesy are always at display and personally, I believe that this aspect of Social Character is desirable in our country too.
              The following activities can be taken up to achieve results in this direction: Effective programmes should be directed at strengthening the advocacy skills of women, engaging women in civic life, establishment of public relations, participation of women in public forums and neighbourhood action committees, educating them on laws related to women, training on media management techniques, workshops to improve negotiating skills, and so on.

Conclusion:

              I would like to place on record and express my sincere gratitude to the LBSNAA for the extensively planned tour, and our esteemed faculty who made us realize the essence of this phase of training through many inputs and insights when we were at academy. Without their efforts and guidance, this tour wouldn’t have been successful and outstanding for anyone of us. The continuous assistance and logistical support of Training –II section throughout the tour and round-the-clock deserves special mention here. The Air India also ended the quandary regarding the baggage left behind (by them, deliberately) when we were asked to collect our luggage (containing all the souvenirs and goodies) in the middle of the night at the Indira Gandhi International Airport, New Delhi.
              Making this trip has been an experience unparalleled for all of us. To end with, “if to see is to believe, to record is to re-live!” And, to write a travelogue is to re-live a journey called Experience. The beauty, grandeur, diversity, tradition, history, heritage, culture, courtesy, hospitality and the people that define this nation-state have made this Foreign Study Tour a great experience for all of us. For me, Indonesia is a place where India, Asia and the entire world find representation in the real space. Certainly, this place is a Celebration of human emotions, values and ideals in day-to-day life more than anything else.
              A small verse to end this travelogue:
Everywhere I look, every time I look,
I see women.
Women walking without fear…
Yes, the head can be held high
But only
Where the mind is without fear!