Sunday 2 December 2012

Samsara... and the world goes on...!

This trip to Goa… OFFICIAL… yes, this time it is an official holiday – planned, declared, face booked, enjoyed and LIVED… and now on record here!
DIFFERENT… after having been to Goa every season this year (since the VERY first time that I have visited Goa in the first season this year) this trip was completely different from the first trip and the trips later, for many reasons… the purpose pronounces it all… in pursuit of a earnest purpose, a purpose called LIBERATION. Yes, Liberation – Liberation from Nostalgia J
Watched several movies – revealing and real reels, beginning with the premiere Life of Pi, dreams and aspirations in animated South Korean movie Green Days, the contentions, temptations and love of two adults with a family of four kids in Everyday, ecological lessons (more informing and little inspiring though) from Elemental, Beethoven and the mysterious testament in the Night Across The Street, Confucius to confuse (a Tibetan movie with profound philosophy, but sadly without subtitles) and a pint of beer to ease one from confusions when at Macquinez Palace.
Movies that I enjoyed totally included a contemporary drama about courage, forgiveness and love in the Samoan setting (with ‘products from China’ tags on all the boxes) in Orator, the battle that marked history, enjoyed every role, plot and dialogue in the documentary Fetih 1453 – The Battle of Two Empires, the depiction of cosmopolitan character of Turkey in six short narratives in Do Not Forget Me IstanbulHalf Moon Strangers, Mirko, Almost, Bolis, The Jewish Girl, Otel(lo) and an Epilogue, on recomposing corpses and other critical problems that plague the contemporary times in The Weight, Indignados by Tony Gatlif demonstrating the resistance against the existing systems and solidarity marches to express the feelings of the outraged.
The Cutoff Man, a short movie shot in Israel, definitely has huge lessons for me to take home – from the idea of being a bureaucrat, to an employer, to an employee, to a neighbor, to a civilian, to a wife, to a father, to being an UPRIGHT individual (like 'The Men Who Ruled India', recorded and described by Philip Mason as men who were 'minutely just and inflexibly upright'), et al, many ideas to carry in my head. Not surprising, there were less than hundred people in the huge auditorium of the Kala Academy to watch this movie. The reasons being too obvious – The Cutoff Man is a movie sans chicks J 
Samsara screened in the section Soul of Asia, is truly, a soul-searching drama of a Buddhist monk and his quest to find Enlightenment. Loaded with inner conflicts between flesh and spirit of the monk, and his struggle to find enlightenment by renouncing the world, and the struggle of his wife to keep the enlightened love and life within her own world, the film traverses through many inner journeys. The final questions raised by the monk’s wife highlight some fresh perspectives and address many critical (FEMINIST) issues most eloquently: quoting the story of Yashodhara when Buddha in search of Enlightenment has left Yashodhara who was still in her youth; reflecting if Yashodhara had been a sufferer of pain, anger, loneliness and disillusionment; whether her feelings, emotions and existence mattered to Buddha; and on parallel destinies – whether satisfying one thousand desires or conquering just one desire is more important? Loved this film – a portrayal of truth and human nature – the insanity of human stupidity and selfishness and the comfort to shelter one's own dirty self and polluted mind in the most convenient  space with an assertive stance – even if the choice is between infidelity and spirituality.
Having missed the mid-fest film, queued for the last one before leaving Goa on Sunday. This movie came as a direct hit on my face with some widely prevalent, harsh truths – revealing unto me as to why even highly educated mothers (for whom I had utmost respect and immense admiration {till lately}, after I was shell-shocked by her courage to elope and marry the man of her choice belonging to a lower caste, way back in early 80’s in a similar setting) advice their accomplished sons to marry a girl at a certain muhurth, only with a revealed plot-advice to divorce the girl a year later and engage most relaxedly in such lighter talks over phones, via messages and at homes. Shot in a typical village in Tamil Nadu, the movie, Lessons In Forgetting, exposes how deeply the Indian system has been structured around the MAN and the imprints of a sickening hierarchy. Latently present in every aspect of our lives and infused most inconspicuously into our psyche, this movie simply depicted everything that inflicts our society.
A week to liberate myself from nostalgia and garner greater happiness from most insignificant moments – a week in Goa spent hopping around and lazing by the Mandovi river and Kingfisher village, a week that past by while I was easy, shopping, eating, buying food (prawn pickles, bebinca cakes, cashew nuts) and Christmas goodies, a week when I watched four films everyday on big screens, waited in queues outside theatres and attended film premiere like never before, a week with biryanis and beers for breakfasts and tequila sunrises and B-52 shooters to call off the days, a week when I actually lived on more beer and less water, a week when Office was last thing to have appeared in mind even after I visited the Raj Bhavan, a week when I hopped onto islands while on a drive (San Jacinto island) and passed past scary memory lanes (which I hope and believe to have passed away – literally and metaphorically), a week to liberate me from Nostalgia and the FAIRYTALE, to liberate me from all that I believed was my everything in this life…

Cheers...!